Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Into a bruise and the ignoring heart

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

There’s one feeling I always trying to avoid. As a typical Pisces, i become ultra sensitive and downpour fragile when it comes to the matter of heart. I’m not looking for any serious relationship but sometimes when I’m alone I think it would be nice to be cares by someone. Looking at my past relationships makes me very cautious to whom I may date to. Sometimes I become really impudent just to guard my heart – yes it breaks easily. Currently the feeling has come again and I don’t think it’s good for my rising career yet I’m very demanding. When something goes wrong, for sure my entire day goes wrong, and I won’t let it happen. So most of the time I choose to silent, sit back and relax.

‘There is actually no real man to be dreamed or hoped for, unless it’s arranged by FATE. So cherish your short moment with anyone u like be it 3years, 3 months, 3 seconds even....’ – Mama Regina

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Strong resistance

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

I still on the chain reaction of fungus infection that cause bad allergic that leave the bad ugly rashes on my body. I have to be very cautious on my diet and if I slips a bit, the rashes getting uglier – and yes it did last Sunday. I must have no touch with eggs at all and I must not take seafood which is my guilty pleasure, for a moment. The result is I have to take a very painful and expensive injection for my skin getting better and to kill the allergens in my body. I did do cupping to improve my blood circulation and I hope it helps. So friends, I will not go out for a moment but just for work. I’m standing strong, move forward and nothing can stop me. Insha’Allah hope tomorrow will be better. Amin.

If God answer your prayer, He’s increasing your faith.
If God delays. He’s increasing your patience.
If God doesn't answer, He does know u can handle!

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Now we know their thinking level.

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

As a young boy and proud Malaysian, I’m really aware about political scene in Malaysia. I feel really ashamed to some people who called themselves as a ‘Pejuang Agama, Bangsa dan Negara’. Their behavior is not representing the beautiful Islam and Malay culture at all. How does it feel when their mother and their kids watch the video? They must have some sense of heroes inside of them that they didn’t break loose when they were a kid. Even my ‘Selipar Jamban’ looks smarter than all of them.

Kerana itu berpalinglah kamu dari mereka, dan berilah mereka pelajaran , dan katakanlah kepada mereka perkataan yang memberi kesan pada jiwa mereka.” (an-Nisaa’:63)

Dalam setiap jasad itu ada seketul daging yang apabila ia baik maka baiklah seluruh jasad dan apabila ia rosak, maka rosaklah seluruh jasad. Ketahuilah ia adalah hati. Dari hati yang baik akan terpancar wajah yang manis dan berseri. (HR al-lmam al-Bukhari dan Muslim).

I rest my case!!!

Monday, May 3, 2010

What’s in my mind?

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

I can consider today is a boring day. I got tons of work to finish but my body moves slowly and my mind mingling somewhere else. I got few packs of ‘Halls refreshment candy’ but I let my breath smell bad. I did browse all the websites that I know but none caught my attention. I did check my phone few times and I must admit I expecting something but I just not sure what it is. What’s in my mind??

Or I need someone to cheer my day??? Hope tomorrow will be better...

Sunday, May 2, 2010


In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

It’s late of the night and I still trying to get over last night incident – the fight in the club that crumbles my first date (with someone 200% & my type and I really adore). Well, one door close, the others still open. But still forgetting is an issue.

We’re going well at the beginning, I can feel the love is in the air but it end up badly at the club when a drunken guy who is prominently show-off being rude and smear provocative words towards my date and he deserve a knock in the face. But I got the blame on what happening.

As I still in the state of shock, I mollify myself by lying half naked on my bed while listening to Adele’s Make You Feel My Love.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

I'm Back

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

Hie Folks,

It’s really a long time I didn’t blogging since my life has turns upside down but now it seems quiet good and I moving on to be a better person. This is my second blog actually, why I decided to open a new one and close the old is simply because my old time are quiet playful and didn’t serious to anything in a simple word I’m a baddie or desperate – I didn’t want to look back for sure and I make my past as a guidance, how to lead a gorgeous life (I use gorgeous instead of good because I believe, that’s my life should be). I feel really blessed to surround by a good friends who I like to call them an angels.

Currently I’m working as a creative writer at event/advertising/production company; yes writing is my scope of job since that’s my greatest capability instead of flirting. I feel blessed once again to have surrounded by a cool people in the company. There’s no pressure and stressful at all and that how the entertainment business should be. If ‘rezeki’ by my side, I aimed to be a film director in 5 years time. I’m 24 already and I want all my aspiration to be achieved before 30’s, its sound tough, but nothing can stop me.

I’m still maintaining my single status as my career rising. I just need to learn how to balance between relationship and career seems both its quiet important to me. I’m not a working freak, but it takes time for me to find a right person – if it happens, it happens.

Well, I think that enough for my first posting, I shall write 3 times a week or daily – depend on my mood or availability.

So happy reading and welcome back to ME!!!