My close observation

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful


Alhamdulillah, so far this Ramadan I’m doing very well, and I’m not really put sleeping as my first agenda like years before. Well I guess I’m in a phase of life that I’m becoming more observant, more obedient, more humble and guess what, I’m becoming more religious. Allah has answered my prayer for me to be a better person. Yes, I’m not that perfect but I try not to hurt people so much even the animals and most importantly my mum. I matured too soon but I’m exposed far earlier than everybody at my same age.

As I look afar of my changes, I still can see the malay society has not change generally. They still mean to each other, bad mouth, backstabbing and greed. Well to say everybody in this world do that, but based to my close observation, every races in the world moves rapidly, but mot malays. I’m not sure to condemn my own races will be called racist? I don’t think so. I satisfy enough if I am being labeled as a deep thinker, well that really I am.

First thing first (just my opinion) the specialty of the bumiputera should be cancelled. The Malays always have been thought that they really need to be help. The slogan ‘Bantu Melayu’ or ‘Hidup Melayu’ have been installed in our mind. We’re not really that cheap or poor. We’re just lazy to move, because we been taught that no matter what happens we will be helped. Why don’t we just stand up and fight the obstacles, and choose our own destiny. The world achievers have learned this, choose and fight for it. How can we stand tall with other races if we expected for help all the time?

Part 2 coming soon.

Away from city mist

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

I currently at the Malaysia – Thailand boarder enjoying what life offers me and to love my job, that’s for sure. Sniffing sea breeze every morning refreshes me and inspires me to work harder and to contribute something for the Malaysian community generally. This Saturday I’m going to direct a video, even its not really big video, I hope I can sharpen my directing skill and perhaps will be notable Malaysian director who win awards at Cannes. It’s not just a talk, I really looking forward to it and all I need is break.

I away from a city mist nearly a month, travel all around Malaysia – ‘dari Perlis sampai ke Sabah’. Hoping I can see more people and listening to more dreams. I really need that to broaden my views, to be a better person and to be an award winning writer/director. Insha’Allah.

What’s in my mind?

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

I can consider today is a boring day. I got tons of work to finish but my body moves slowly and my mind mingling somewhere else. I got few packs of ‘Halls refreshment candy’ but I let my breath smell bad. I did browse all the websites that I know but none caught my attention. I did check my phone few times and I must admit I expecting something but I just not sure what it is. What’s in my mind??

Or I need someone to cheer my day??? Hope tomorrow will be better...

I'm Back

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

Hie Folks,

It’s really a long time I didn’t blogging since my life has turns upside down but now it seems quiet good and I moving on to be a better person. This is my second blog actually, why I decided to open a new one and close the old is simply because my old time are quiet playful and didn’t serious to anything in a simple word I’m a baddie or desperate – I didn’t want to look back for sure and I make my past as a guidance, how to lead a gorgeous life (I use gorgeous instead of good because I believe, that’s my life should be). I feel really blessed to surround by a good friends who I like to call them an angels.

Currently I’m working as a creative writer at event/advertising/production company; yes writing is my scope of job since that’s my greatest capability instead of flirting. I feel blessed once again to have surrounded by a cool people in the company. There’s no pressure and stressful at all and that how the entertainment business should be. If ‘rezeki’ by my side, I aimed to be a film director in 5 years time. I’m 24 already and I want all my aspiration to be achieved before 30’s, its sound tough, but nothing can stop me.

I’m still maintaining my single status as my career rising. I just need to learn how to balance between relationship and career seems both its quiet important to me. I’m not a working freak, but it takes time for me to find a right person – if it happens, it happens.

Well, I think that enough for my first posting, I shall write 3 times a week or daily – depend on my mood or availability.

So happy reading and welcome back to ME!!!