Away from city mist

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

I currently at the Malaysia – Thailand boarder enjoying what life offers me and to love my job, that’s for sure. Sniffing sea breeze every morning refreshes me and inspires me to work harder and to contribute something for the Malaysian community generally. This Saturday I’m going to direct a video, even its not really big video, I hope I can sharpen my directing skill and perhaps will be notable Malaysian director who win awards at Cannes. It’s not just a talk, I really looking forward to it and all I need is break.

I away from a city mist nearly a month, travel all around Malaysia – ‘dari Perlis sampai ke Sabah’. Hoping I can see more people and listening to more dreams. I really need that to broaden my views, to be a better person and to be an award winning writer/director. Insha’Allah.

From me to you

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful


Sorry, I’m in a state that I like you so much but it doesn’t sound right. You just ended up your many years of relationship and I in love with my career. For me to being honest is another thing and I really don’t want to destroy our friendship. Yes, I’m trying to avoid you, I set my yahoo messenger and facebook to appear offline because I don’t want you to text me anymore even though to see you’re online brings a smile to my heart. It’s far from your fault, it just mines. Be a good person because I promise I’ll be one.

Into a bruise and the ignoring heart

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

There’s one feeling I always trying to avoid. As a typical Pisces, i become ultra sensitive and downpour fragile when it comes to the matter of heart. I’m not looking for any serious relationship but sometimes when I’m alone I think it would be nice to be cares by someone. Looking at my past relationships makes me very cautious to whom I may date to. Sometimes I become really impudent just to guard my heart – yes it breaks easily. Currently the feeling has come again and I don’t think it’s good for my rising career yet I’m very demanding. When something goes wrong, for sure my entire day goes wrong, and I won’t let it happen. So most of the time I choose to silent, sit back and relax.

‘There is actually no real man to be dreamed or hoped for, unless it’s arranged by FATE. So cherish your short moment with anyone u like be it 3years, 3 months, 3 seconds even....’ – Mama Regina

Strong resistance

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

I still on the chain reaction of fungus infection that cause bad allergic that leave the bad ugly rashes on my body. I have to be very cautious on my diet and if I slips a bit, the rashes getting uglier – and yes it did last Sunday. I must have no touch with eggs at all and I must not take seafood which is my guilty pleasure, for a moment. The result is I have to take a very painful and expensive injection for my skin getting better and to kill the allergens in my body. I did do cupping to improve my blood circulation and I hope it helps. So friends, I will not go out for a moment but just for work. I’m standing strong, move forward and nothing can stop me. Insha’Allah hope tomorrow will be better. Amin.

"BEAUTIFUL BELIEF"
If God answer your prayer, He’s increasing your faith.
If God delays. He’s increasing your patience.
If God doesn't answer, He does know u can handle!

Now we know their thinking level.

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

As a young boy and proud Malaysian, I’m really aware about political scene in Malaysia. I feel really ashamed to some people who called themselves as a ‘Pejuang Agama, Bangsa dan Negara’. Their behavior is not representing the beautiful Islam and Malay culture at all. How does it feel when their mother and their kids watch the video? They must have some sense of heroes inside of them that they didn’t break loose when they were a kid. Even my ‘Selipar Jamban’ looks smarter than all of them.

Kerana itu berpalinglah kamu dari mereka, dan berilah mereka pelajaran , dan katakanlah kepada mereka perkataan yang memberi kesan pada jiwa mereka.” (an-Nisaa’:63)

Dalam setiap jasad itu ada seketul daging yang apabila ia baik maka baiklah seluruh jasad dan apabila ia rosak, maka rosaklah seluruh jasad. Ketahuilah ia adalah hati. Dari hati yang baik akan terpancar wajah yang manis dan berseri. (HR al-lmam al-Bukhari dan Muslim).

I rest my case!!!

What’s in my mind?

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

I can consider today is a boring day. I got tons of work to finish but my body moves slowly and my mind mingling somewhere else. I got few packs of ‘Halls refreshment candy’ but I let my breath smell bad. I did browse all the websites that I know but none caught my attention. I did check my phone few times and I must admit I expecting something but I just not sure what it is. What’s in my mind??

Or I need someone to cheer my day??? Hope tomorrow will be better...

Crumble

In the Name Of Allah, the Most Beneficent and the Most Merciful

It’s late of the night and I still trying to get over last night incident – the fight in the club that crumbles my first date (with someone 200% & my type and I really adore). Well, one door close, the others still open. But still forgetting is an issue.

We’re going well at the beginning, I can feel the love is in the air but it end up badly at the club when a drunken guy who is prominently show-off being rude and smear provocative words towards my date and he deserve a knock in the face. But I got the blame on what happening.

As I still in the state of shock, I mollify myself by lying half naked on my bed while listening to Adele’s Make You Feel My Love.